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[14:21] Truerican79: lol
[14:24] LITTERNIGHTMARE: 14:23] LITTERNIGHTMARE: so then they lock upstairs
[14:24] LITTERNIGHTMARE: say i broke in with a hammer
[14:24] LITTERNIGHTMARE: cuz they wanted to shhow the place
[14:24] LITTERNIGHTMARE: they threw my toothpaste
[14:24] LITTERNIGHTMARE: my roach spray my deodrants out
[[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: freestyleflex08: who new tenants
[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: they say i drink all the time
[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: no the landlords
[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: theyre mad shifty
[14:25] freestyleflex08: really oh damm
[14:25] freestyleflex08: wow
[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: they wanted me ouyt of the 1st floor
[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: and figured i wouldnt leave it
[14:25] LITTERNIGHTMARE: so they set me up
[14:26] Truerican79: oh ok
[14:28] Truerican79: ouch that is fucked up that they set you up like that
[14:28] LITTERNIGHTMARE: i know
[14:28] LITTERNIGHTMARE: they tried to get me to admit
[14:32] LITTERNIGHTMARE: ohhhhhhhhhh heres the best part about him accusing me was that he said he camera in the hallway, im like good look at the vid so u ll see it wasnt me , lol , aint no camera plz
[14:32] Truerican79: dick head
[14:33] LITTERNIGHTMARE: u know
[14:34] LITTERNIGHTMARE: ontop of that when i ask for my shit back , he denies throwing it out saying it was never there
[14:35] LITTERNIGHTMARE: that how he should know it wasnt me, how many time sdid that old roomate lock my kitchen and bathroom and i bnever broke dowbn that door when i was drunk
[14:36] Truerican79: wow that sux man sorry

 

So whats up? I am pissed here. I was supposed to get this 100 dollar chek which never came. The mailman keeps putting claudio vurgos mail in my box. My name is not claudio durr its Brian  , Now im thinkin maybe hes putting my mail in other boxes. The nasty lady from the 3rd floor moved out and left all her roaches in the garbage so the garbage usually goes in the backyard  .The landlord fucked up taking the garbage out for a whole week so now im doing it again. Today oh joy i get to take out the garbage and the bugs crawling out that give me the willies. Yikes! I watched The secret and read The Law of attraction . very good  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Secret_%282006_film%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Law_of_Attraction They taught me alot, that I have to use more often.
 I hate being broke. I will have my resume done soon hopefully so then I can apply more. Craiglist is so racist. Half of the jobs you have to be a woman, or bilingual, or have a car   . Pisses me the fuck off. I am really trying to contact,. I miss my phone. I dont have it on yet because I am waiting on this $@# money. Aiiight thats it for now peace.

I guess I would be the lead from Reaper .

 

A fish is drowning in chlorine
Current mood: breezy

 

Hundred thousand decades and I am still wondering, where have all the skies gone crumbling, I need to redeem my self esteem, being with my self , the only one who understands what I mean, yeah I didnt shave again, looks kind of obscene, somewhere a fish is drowning in chlorine, I  wanna start up and never stop, like a hybrid car, like a candle, or a clock, I am gonna rush it down to get it back up again, then you will see, how much this world means to me, it's not some condescending bullshit, I am taking your strong hits, I am leaving suspense, Where I put the footsteps, So can you hear me, can you hear me blink, Can you hear me , I swear sometimes you hear what I think, I am on the brink of a new kind of something, It might remind you of nothing,     I am channeling my inner peace , My resolution has to increase, My rebellion is over it's lease, I got a concious at least.

Jersey City has stale smelling restaurants. It really sucks because I love pizza and ocasionally Chinese. You go in the store, get a whiff of that stale smell. I walk right the fuck on out! Oh Hellllllz Noooooooooooooo So Shithead didnt move out yet. I am fuckjing pissed as hell.Same time im trying to ignore it, because I don't want to deal with that stomach stress pain anymore. The book is on a standstill. I need to have sex. It has been like a 3 month period. I want love thought too!I miss being in love. But next time, I want NO DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just got finished watching 2 awsome movies. Trip Out and Smiley face.Trip out-fucking genius of a motherfucker! Smiley Face very funny noty at all what I expected from Mr Araki. 


He sits staring at the wall,  waiting for a call , but all the wall does is melt, and the belt that held his world together is past tense, and to my defense I always wwanted a chance, to meet you just once, guess ive had my fun, time is not immune, and I might be doomed, welcome to my room, welcome to my Nightmare

*about my bro i never met
 

Oh no Parisa what have you done this time, you bloodied the knife, the cops will find in time
Oh Sean I think they know what your on
You got a handfull of Sin and no grey poupon
Parisa dont be such a bitch to him
Gabe will allow nothing too dim
But thats not his name  AT LEAST NOT IN my script
oh shit i got my grip 
off my writers block
On my ripped sock
somewhere Bitch where are you? 
I kILLED someone else and forgot to undo
the mESSAGE the pain The frustration in my brain
oh hell no I will NEVER BE THE SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*first public mention of my book abouyt the characters

 Between 10 years ago, you looked so civil,                       Where the mind has left off, and turned off, but at least fire a round back, to let me know I have wasted my time on something I thought we had, Razor burns under my skin, you think youd know where ive been , i was looking for you mothafucka, oh well , i was looking for you motherfucka, oh why cant you tell>?? ignore it , you know what, i dont give a shit anymore, thats why im writing this because your such a whore, so watch that slope , dont slip on that ice, next time you judge someone you better think twice, well im kinda simple and im kinda nice, but first take your own fucking advice, slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now   slip,slip,slip now  

 

 

Do i get some kind of certificate for putting up with dumb people? I think I am a good samaritan because I keep finding money sticking out of pockets, wallets falling, and I instantly tell people about it. I never used to be this good spirited back in my late teens. I guess this is it. I am officially growing up. The roomate has to be out by the next few days. He better , my fucking body is covered in excema (no not like cabin fever)  . If they don’t kick him out I am going to have to get my lawyer. Case closed ....Hands down......What the fuck! I’m getting writers block, it is so easy to say "I CAN write a draft or a script in days" That is what I thought. I was sooooooooooo wrong.. I keep getting writers block, but I assure you all it will be something extremely intense and kinda very original. Now, follow me into another weird ass poem by me. Alas poor Manuel, I wish he would move the fuck out before  I smack that ho!

 

Been in your head, all day, I ran into you yesterday,

I called you but couldnt say shit, Heard you breathe , and hung with it 

I love you so much but I hate your guts, so listen up baby this is whats up

I think im not over you, how can this be possible, I think it is the booze, I hate myself when i sweat you

So I look real good, and now you aint that hot,

dont you miss what you haven’t got anymore

I am not sorry, I am better than to be treated like an idiot again , i tried but i still cant be your friend

I love you so much but I hate your guts, so listen up baby this is whats up